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I LOVE PORTRAITS + I LOVE MUSIC

I have never found much interest in landscape photography, it’s all about people, for me. I enjoy the interaction, the give and take of subject and photographer, and most of all, I love seeing and hearing the reaction to the images we come up with.

I’m sitting at home today, a little sick and itching to go outside and shoot… so I thought I would write. I needed to do it anyway, so here I am. The first thing I do when it’s time to get into the mindset is turn on some music. The sound fuels my work, it directs it, it informs it. Often it’s music that inspires me to take a certain photograph in the first place. It’s not uncommon for me to have a particular song in mind when photographing something. I recently discussed this very subject  with a musician named Andy Zipf, who finds inspiration for his songs in images from time to time.

The type of music I choose is usually determined by the type of work I have in front of me. For example; weddings usually require some chill music, such as, Over the Rhine, William Fitzsimmons, or Peter Broderick. I need the lovely, the sentimental, the emotional to step into my head and make me think “wedding.” Portraits are different. Some portrait sessions are moody, and fit nicely with the likes of Radiohead, or Sigur Ros. Other sessions are light and fun. I grew up on 80’s and 90’s pop music… so when we’re talking about fun and light music, it’s gotta be Wham!, Milli Vanilli, Michael Jackson, or, if I really need fuel – it’s Color Me Badd. With two “D’s” there, folks. They’re that serious about being bad.

Hip Hop is a great energizer for days when the tasks is large. The Beastie Boys, Public Enemy, Run DMC… all were in my heavy a rotation.

Art inspires me. Music, dance, painting, films. Being a witness to someone else creating is an honor, and it helps to keep me moving towards my goal of documenting life for other people.

IT’S ABOUT TIME + IT’S ABOUT TIMING | QUITTING YOUR JOB

“…when are you going full-time with photography?”

I have heard that question so many times over the last few years. Sometimes people assume I already am full-time and it makes for good conversation.  No doubt the topic also comes up because I work full time and photography is a “side project” which takes up 40+ hours a week and keeps me up until 2-3am each night. That’s all changing…

I’m going full time as a photographer as of June 25th. One response I’ve heard a few times now is, “it’s about time.” This has been a significant and difficult journey over the past 3 years, and I’m choosing to see it as a beginning. Sure, it is the end of a 15 year employment relationship at a company I dearly love, which encompasses my entire adult life… but I leave with nothing but gratitude and loyalty.

Why now? Thanks to the amount of work I had, 2009 was the hardest year of my life. Here are a few reasons why:

  • Some days I would see my little boy for 20-60 minutes total, or not at all.  The time I saw my wife was distracted, to say the least. Editing on the couch and watching TV is not quality time.
  • I lost approximately 1100 hours of sleep last year, going to bed at 2-4am and at work by 8am. Not healthy.
  • I couldn’t offer either job 100% and that isn’t acceptable to me. It made my completion times for photo jobs and weddings longer than I would like to see. I had no time to expand or grow.

I’m no martyr… I know I’m not alone, I just wanted to explain myself.

It was time. I needed to wrestle over the decision for a few months, evaluating all the factors with friends who know me well, and photographer friends who know me and the industry. In fact, in a large way, I have Benj Haisch and Mike Smith to thank for helping me with this – not to mention Zack, Ken, and a host of friends who have great experience.

This is who I am… or, this is who I am supposed to be right now. I’ve heard it said that who we are is God’s gift to us, who we become is our gift to Him. I don’t know if any of that is true, but I like the sentiment of it, and I like the forward, aspirational feeling it gives me. I wanted to share a number of the images that made the last few years so meaningful to me. The first image is of the founder of the company I have been at for half my life, and he passed away this year. Spending a good deal of time with him over the years, I had the honor of being with him for many of his last days. After his passing, I spent countless hours pouring over pictures, details, and documents from his 80+ years on Earth. I was tasked with the mission of creating a slideshow/video that reflected who he was as a person. As I held his hand at his bedside that last week, I couldn’t help but think about the risks he took to start his own publishing house at the age of 50, leaving another prominent publishing house, started by his dear friend. Risk. Payoff. Legacy. I have Bob to thank for making this decision, as well.

It’s about time?  Nah… it’s about timing.

THE IMPORTANCE OF PERSONAL WORK

Just for fun – just for me – just for the heck.  My wife decided I needed to shoot something for fun.  6 college roommates and 6 $10 Value Village dresses, and 6 hours later…

Lisette and my wife are very good friends, and they cooked up this idea all on their own.  You might recognize Lisette from her sister’s recent senior session.  We started at a fantastic industrial location, which just so happens to have thoughtful neighbors who enjoy calling the police when a band of strangers wander by.  Thankfully the officer was disarmed by the pretty girls and fancy dresses.  He was powerless to do anything but let us finish our shoot 🙂  We decided to move to a more rural location, with less chance of police interference, I mean, well… whatever.  Balancing the urban and the natural was always my plan with the shoot, but to be honest, it was planned in a very short amount of time, and I wasn’t sure where we were going until we were half way there.  The shoot was all about fun, after all.  Spontaneity.

The girls came over later that night to hang out with my wife and look through all of the images.  I have to say, the laptop + HDMI + 55″  tv is a much easier way to show 6 people images than the tiny LCD on my 5D.

As amazing as the  six hours were, and as happy as I am with the images, what I am most thankful for is the the fact that my wife paid enough attention to my stress and workload to k now I needed to do something for the pure enjoyment of it.  That’s what is going to make this photography thing work for me.  Support.

 

Go do something kind for someone who doesn't expect it.